P6428
>How do I accept my homosexuality? I'm deeply repressed.
Hello lambdanon, it would help if I knew a bit more about your situation before I [spoiler: get baited into writing another wall of text] can provide an adequate answer.
- What is the nature of it? Where on the Kinsey Scale (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kinsey_scale#Table_of_the_scale)? Are you into men, boiz, or both (and to what extent)?
- What is the legal status of your attraction, cultural influences around you?
- What is your approximate age range?

P6431
1. It is really hard to say where it is, I'm genuinely really confused. It is most likely a three but I do not know to what extent my attraction to females is essentially just coping on my behalf. My attraction is mostly androphilic for males and gynophilic for females. But my attraction for females has always been quasi cerebral and not visceral the way it is for males. It's always felt like an elaborate larp. But then if I have a erotic dream It's always females, and only sometimes males, and that has only been recently that it has been males. And I felt so ashamed about it when that happened. I think I'm 100% bisexual, but I repress my attraction for males. But say I could somehow be in a hypothetical environment where I could fulfill any sexual desires and the only way to gain access to that environment would be to completely unfiltered with your sexual desires (say they kill you if they don't, and they will know if you aren't being uninhibited (this is all just so I don't repress in the thought experiment), in that environment I would be completely gay. No girls if I'm being honest. But honestly I don't think I'll ever come to a conclusion because it comes and goes and because I have some attraction to women I latch onto it and repress. I hate them so much but.
2. It's legal, family would judge
3. early-mid twenties (shouldn't I have questioned this all earlier?)

P6434
Quick question.
Do you think you have OCD?

P6436
No I do not. Why do you ask?

P6437
>I'm genuinely really confused.
>I don't think I'll ever come to a conclusion because it comes and goes
>shouldn't I have questioned this all earlier?
It's an OCD thing to be confused about something you should already be sure of, and they question a lot. It's also mainly driven by fear, in your case, fear of acceptance.
Homosexuals for example have anxiety about how they might not be one.

>shouldn't I have questioned this all earlier?
You should've not just questioned, but by now, be completely sure of it.
Don't you see globohomo pushing transgender propaganda to kids these days?
Kids are able to figure out what gender they are even before they finish primary school.

Also, Kinsey Scale is outdated. There are thousands of labels out there for you to choose if all of this is confusing.
I find "demisexual" really relatable.

P6438
im having a hard time figuring out if this is ironic or not, so i will just bite the bait that concerns my pet peeve
>I find "demisexual" really relatable.
demisexual is the most retarded faggotest cringest tumblrest term i have ever come accross
holy
fucking
shit
you mean to tell me you only want to have sex with people you already like and somehow that's not normal?
if that's "half sexual" then what the fucking shit balls is "regular sexual" or "whole sexual"? wanting to fuck anybody? why is being a disgusting filthy slut the default sexuality? who in devil's name came up with this bullshit?
/watch?v=h3y2idR4xm0
this video sums it all up pretty well, in particular 3:15

P6434
FAGGOT

P6440
>you mean to tell me you only want to have sex with people you already like and somehow that's not normal?
>The difference is that those who identify as demisexual cannot feel attracted to people they don't already have an emotional bond with or know on a deeper level. For example, a demisexual person wouldn't find themselves attracted to a famously "sexy" celebrity or even a classically attractive person on the street—in other words, they tend not to feel that same intensity or longing the way others might.
>Another way to look at it: A demisexual person doesn't feel sexual attraction toward someone until they've bonded, whereas someone else might develop an emotional bond only after they've experienced that spark of sexual attraction.

Here's something.
I barely get erections once in a while and I can't even imagine having sex. If I fap to porn or hentai, it feels like I'm standing somewhere like a cuck while I see people in front of me fucking.

P6443
>whereas someone else might develop an emotional bond only after they've experienced that spark of sexual attraction
aka being a disgusting filthy slut
>I barely get erections once in a while
yea same here
are you still going strong on nofap? i think its normal
i think the "regular" sexuality your cringe quote was mentioning is mostly due to coom culture
>If I fap to porn or hentai, it feels like I'm standing somewhere like a cuck while I see people in front of me fucking.
that means you are way too redpilled to fap
what about solo pics of anime girls tho? like P6393
dont tell me you dont wanna bang your head against those globes until you die
>I can't even imagine having sex
yea id probably suck at it too
my instructors say that my hip is very stiff and i have difficulty letting it move freely which more than anything else is why my kicks suck, so imagine if i tried to have sex with that
it has been getting better slowly tho, but it takes conscious effort to relax it, for some reason i always keep my whole body tense all the time

P6434
>It is most likely a three but I do not know to what extent my attraction to females is essentially just coping on my behalf. My attraction is mostly androphilic for males and gynophilic for females. But my attraction for females has always been quasi cerebral and not visceral the way it is for males. It's always felt like an elaborate larp.
Hmmm... I actually felt this way when I was in my early teens, forcing myself to think about boys+girls equally. Later I turned about to be basically a 6 lol. In my case, it ended naturally as I let go in my mid teens, but I don't really know how someone can force themselves to let go of something like this.
>But then if I have a erotic dream It's always females, and only sometimes males, and that has only been recently that it has been males. And I felt so ashamed about it when that happened.
Ashamed when you had erotic dreams with males?
>I think I'm 100% bisexual, but I repress my attraction for males. But say I could somehow be in a hypothetical environment where I could fulfill any sexual desires and the only way to gain access to that environment would be to completely unfiltered with your sexual desires (say they kill you if they don't, and they will know if you aren't being uninhibited (this is all just so I don't repress in the thought experiment), in that environment I would be completely gay. No girls if I'm being honest.
This, combined with the fact that your attraction isn't visceral, says that you're probably gayer than you think. Unless:
>But honestly I don't think I'll ever come to a conclusion because it comes and goes and because I have some attraction to women I latch onto it and repress.
Thoughts like the previous paragraph come and go, or your attraction to males in general does? In what way?
>I hate them so much but.
Lol. I have a catchphrase: I don't trust anything that bleeds for five days and doesn't die.
>It's legal, family would judge
Do you think this has or has had any influence on your thoughts?
>early-mid twenties (shouldn't I have questioned this all earlier?)
Heh, well I've accepted myself as a BL and I'm 18-22, but better late than never.

I think the best place to start would be to indulge your attraction in ways that don't have any permanent consequences (STDs are regrettably common in the promiscuous gay community). Apologies if I'm just pulling tips out of my ass or if you've already tried everything here:
- Look up pics of what you're attracted to.
- Talk more about it, ideally with people you're already close to [spoiler: (I understand this is uncommon for people who find themselves here, including myself)] and won't judge. Other people might be of more help than I am.
- If it's hard to think of anything sexual directly, try to think of an emotional connection to the guy beforehand (in case you're also "demisexual" like Denpa said).
- Think of (or use media where there is) both males and females at the same time casually. See what it's like when your thoughts develop naturally, without any conscious force.

P6447
>are you still going strong on nofap?
Nah, sometimes I don't fap for a whole week, sometimes I fap three times a day.
>coom culture
Being virgins, we technically aren't experienced to explain this, right?
>you are way too redpilled to fap
Ugh...
>what about solo pics of anime girls tho?
In my head it'd be like me standing in front of her on cooming all over her ass.
>i always keep my whole body tense all the time
If you relax, then everyone will get to see the real you.

P6466
Tbh the main hang up is how are you supposed to cope with how utterly debased homosexuality has become. Homosexuals used to a be a priestly caste, but kikes had to ruin everything. I wish I was born in the 18th or 19th century and I could be a covert homosexual aesthete or some shit. Now if someone finds out I'm gay they immediately think or associate my sexuality with a bunch of jewish faggotry. They've completely ruined it. Sexuality should be repressed and redirected into more noble endeavors as well. The negation of instinct is the foundation of civilization as Freud says, he understood that so well that he believed that the best course of action for all goyim would be to live lives of sexual dissipation in order to get rid of all the goyim neurosis that leads to unsavory things like *gasps* antisemitism. THEY FUCKING RUINED. Now it is so disgusting and feral. But not like heterosexuality is any different. That is just as hypersexual, if not even more so. It's just so annoying. I don't want to be apart of a group associated with corporate backing and milquetoast acceptance of utterly deranged behavior. Like fisting some faggot in the street in front of a child. I refuse to be associated with that. I just wish they hadn't ruined it. Commercialized it, made it the domain of the mediocre, invented a million gay little sexualities. Why can't I just fall in love with another boy and install gentoo for him or some trash. I HATE WOMEN. girls are worthless after the age of 13 and honestly lower. What happened to Prousts, Melvilles, Whitmans, now what to do we get some JEWISH GAY LITTLE KIKE.
I know this is just a normalnigger problem and I just shouldn't give a fuck. But it's not about how people would perceive me, it's more about my own principles and self respect.
P6441
...

P6486
>Nah, sometimes I don't fap for a whole week, sometimes I fap three times a day.
yea it be like that sometimes
>Being virgins, we technically aren't experienced to explain this, right?
idk what you are talking about, fucking happens to be my area of expertise
i fuck so much that men come to me for classes and i fuck them to show how its done
okay seriously tho i have watched enough videos and read enough literature to be an armchair expert on the art of love
[spoiler: ok that wasnt serious, you do have a point] [spoiler: demisexual is still a tumblr word, dont >> me]
>In my head it'd be like me standing in front of her on cooming all over her ass.
thats pretty hot tbh i wish a girl would let me give her the ol' hot glue treatment
>If you relax, then everyone will get to see the real you.
yea cant relax must always be alert looking out for threats

P6492
>Tbh the main hang up is how are you supposed to cope with how utterly debased homosexuality has become.
Be your own man.
>Now if someone finds out I'm gay they immediately think or associate my sexuality with a bunch of jewish faggotry.
Who cares?
>Sexuality should be repressed and redirected into more noble endeavors as well. >Now it is so disgusting and feral. But not like heterosexuality is any different. That is just as hypersexual, if not even more so. It's just so annoying.
Right, I've never really been too keen on having a gorillion sexual partners like many do either. [spoiler: I mean, I've done ERP around here quite a bit, but I wouldn't actually have sex with anyone I wasn't sure about (I'm a KHHV lol)]
>I don't want to be apart of a group associated with corporate backing and milquetoast acceptance of utterly deranged behavior.
Like you said:
>not like heterosexuality is any different.
Would it be so difficult to simply accept your own attractions, and just not participate in the "community?"
>Like fisting some faggot in the street in front of a child.
[spoiler: I'd suck the child himself, in private.]
>I just wish they hadn't ruined it.
>Commercialized it,
Much of the corporations drop the commercial gayness™ act as soon as pride month is over lol.
>made it the domain of the mediocre,
?
>invented a million gay little sexualities.
Some of which are effectively redundant lol:
Bisexual - With both heterosexual and homosexual attractions.
Pansexual - With attractions regardless of it being heterosexual or homosexual.
>Why can't I just fall in love with another boy and install gentoo for him or some trash.
The only obstacle is finding the boy.
>I HATE WOMEN. girls are worthless after the age of 13 and honestly lower.
Based as fuck.
>I know this is just a normalnigger problem and I just shouldn't give a fuck.
Pic related.
>But it's not about how people would perceive me, it's more about my own principles and self respect.
It's not like simply being gay automatically makes you some generic Marxist feminist LGBTQIA2SBIPOC+ Twitter bot.
>...
Ignore the meanie. Better still, give him a skull-flattening headpat.

lmao only now i realized what P6441 meant
im so desensitized to the default word that i thought he was complaining about the length of the post

P6500
Lol.

P6492
Son, JewSA mainstream media and LGBT has nothing to do with actual perception of homosexuality. Go outside and you're gonna see them get pelted and honor killed.
You can be a homosexual and completely oppose things a communist front like LGBT does.

P6496
Yeah everything I said is kinda unfair because it's not like anything is any different. Everything else has been debased, and I don't let that bother me nor do I associate the "thing" with the way it is nowadays or how it is perceived, so why should I treat homosexuality any differently?
[spoiler:>I'd suck the child himself, in private.]
hot
>Pic related.
Lol. Oh well I guess. I'm going to follow your advice from your first reply. I am "bi" but I wonder if I am actually am lol. It would be funny if it was always cope.
>It's not like simply being gay automatically makes you some generic Marxist feminist LGBTQIA2SBIPOC+ Twitter bot.
You're right.
>The only obstacle is finding the boy.
But a guhzillion times easier than finding a foid. imo this is the best thing about being a homo. How the fuck are you supposed to ever find a girl who truly understands you or who you truly connect to or who you can even stand at all? And who is 10.
P6496
>Son, JewSA mainstream media and LGBT has nothing to do with actual perception of homosexuality
Or anything at all. I was being a dumbass and making some elaborate exception to justify my repression, when if I were to make that exception in good faith, I wouldn't allow myself to ignore the way other things are represented in popular culture at all, because I literally do not care about how other things are percieved. Honestly back to the >pic related of P6496 thinking more about it, I don't care if people or randoms think I'm gay nor do I care what some poltard thinks. It's mainly my family unfortunately. I could never come out to them. That's really the only issue.

>too much of a pussynigger to accept I love cocks

P6510
Is it really important that your parents have to know you're gay?

P6496
>Pansexual
That's just a dog whistle term for "pedo" and the way jews are attempting to shoehorn pedo acceptance into society. They will succeed in another decade or so of newspeak conditioning. Hang tight and you'll be able to suck that child off at a future gay parade while normalfaggots weep and applaud your (((bravery))) as media cameras broadcast it live on "The View" or some shit.
P6492
>I HATE WOMEN.
That's like lesbians saying they're dykes because THEY HATE MEN. Same disease. That's not being gay, bro. Most real faggots worship women and are besties with most of them, hence the notorious fag hags.
You make too much fuss over sexuality like a typical virgin. Honestly, you'd do well to have safe sex with a bro just to realize what a non-event gay sex really is. All the gay parade bullshit of grinding and vogueing to rave music on some flamboyantly decorated floats is just narcissistic attention whoring or political grandstanding. It has nothing to do with sexuality at all. Most real faggots are low key normalfaggots that look and act straight. They might be daring enough to play footsies with you under a table if they're drunk and suspect you might be open to the advance. But if you glared back at them they'd just laugh it off as a joke and never do it again.
Stop living your life on the internet and you'll see the huge disconnect between your sheltered perceptions and how real humans actually look and behave.
Better yet, become an ascended master and embrace celibacy as a lifestyle. Masturbate just enough to push aside your sex drive just like you'd eat a PB&J sammy to drive away the hunger pangs so you could install gentoo or some shit. Nature is just a set of impulses to be managed. Once you separate your groin from your emotions, then you can reintroduce yourself to society in a way that's based on how a person is, not what they do with they're genitals. Find other people IRL with common interests and cultivate friendships with them, avoiding boring and inflammatory topics like religion and politics. Sip tea in their livingroom and play with their pets while listening to some classical music, or watch a good movie together or devise a plan for space colonization or something.
Once you've acquired a small group of solid friends, then you might trust each other enough to discuss your sexuality over a glass of wine or three. Just be low key and honest about your sexuality and your choice of celibacy. Chances are, they are also gay, bi or have some friends that are. Introductions can be made. Then you make friends with them and get to know them. If it makes sense, you can have a romantic relationship with them.
Celibacy can either be a permanent lifestyle or just a temporary refuge from the insanity of modern (((dating))) and sexual politics.

TL;DR Don't be so serious, bro. Go outside. Touch grass, etc.

P6513
Definitely the gayest post in this faggot thread. Ready, I want lick and worship a veiny cock. Your post is still gayer.

P6513
Most gays hate women, and the appearance they always seem to show is that it's fundamentally for sour-grapes cope reasons.

P6513
>obsessed with (((jews)))
>touch grass
lol

P6510
>hot
:^)
>Lol. Oh well I guess. I'm going to follow your advice from your first reply.
Alright, let me know how it goes lol.
>But a guhzillion times easier than finding a foid. imo this is the best thing about being a homo. How the fuck are you supposed to ever find a girl who truly understands you or who you truly connect to or who you can even stand at all?
It might be possible as a normalfag, but they probably couldn't begin to relate to the experiences/lifestyle the average nanon has had.
>And who is 10.
[spoiler: Another man of culture, I see. My primary AoA is 8-12.]
>Honestly back to the >pic related of P6496 thinking more about it, I don't care if people or randoms think I'm gay nor do I care what some poltard thinks.
Basado.
>It's mainly my family unfortunately. I could never come out to them. That's really the only issue.
How hard would it be to hide it from them?
P6513
>That's just a dog whistle term for "pedo" and the way jews are attempting to shoehorn pedo acceptance into society. They will succeed in another decade or so of newspeak conditioning. Hang tight and you'll be able to suck that child off at a future gay parade while normalfaggots weep and applaud your (((bravery))) as media cameras broadcast it live on "The View" or some shit.
Too much Breitbart and Infowars, my dude. As much as I wish what you're saying was true, the reality is that the chance of BLs being accepted is getting worse by the year, especially since the 90s where this shit happened and LGBT+ became concerned only about their own integration and power: https://www.freespeechtube.org/v/10g4
>inb4 "b-but I saw like 3 news articles in the past century where they were saying pedophiles need to be accepted!"
Those were all (((virpeds.)))
>inb4 Cuties, cherrypicked TikTok clips of children dancing
For every piece of media where children are depicted as the sexual beings that they are, and/or pedophiles are depicted as human, there are at least 100 about sick "pedophile rings" where kids as young as 17 are being grooooomed, scathing response articles about the virped articles mentioned above, and pedophiles being depicted as just hungry animals.
P6517
*headpats the meanie on his way out*

P6515
lolno women love fags precisely because they tolerate their girl drama drivel bullshit that straight males never would even pretend to listen to.

case in point, denpa acting as lynn's emotional tampon

P6546
You dare speak ill of the Babymaker while calling OTHER people faggots?

P6546
>lolno women love fags precisely because they tolerate their girl drama
[spoiler: Most of them, regrettably.]
>drivel bullshit that straight males never would even pretend to listen to.
>Implying the soy population among straight males isn't increasing.
>case in point, denpa acting as lynn's emotional tampon
Umm acktyually, Denpa is a tranny, not a faggot, sir.
P6548
>calling OTHER people faggots?
[spoiler: I mean, there are two or more (including me) in here.]

P6550
>Denpa is a tranny
Nooooo I'm not.
I had a Trans-OCD episode a few months ago.
Nothing else.

Neither am I gay.

P6550
>there are two or more (including me) in here
So you believe headpatter a homosexual?

P6552
P6553
[spoiler: Denpasexual In Da House]

P6552
>Nooooo I'm not.
>I had a Trans-OCD episode a few months ago.
>Nothing else.
You were mentioning it for at least many months though. WTF, how did I get /r/OutOfTheLoop on this?
P6553
[spoiler: The sad thing about avatarfagging is that you take more time choosing a picture when you make short posts.]
P6554
>So you believe headpatter a homosexual?
No, the guy who asked me the original question lol.

P6555
Shit, yep.
It was MANY months ago.
Probably around August last year.

>spoiler
Pain.

P6546
>denpa acting as lynn's emotional tampon
You have no idea what we talked about.
Often times it was the opposite.
Lynn acting as my emotional tampon.

Also, lambda admin allowed this uncomfy misogynistic and homophobic post to stay in /comfy/.

P6556 (palindrome checked)
>Shit, yep.
>It was MANY months ago.
>Probably around August last year.
What stopped it though? Did it just fade out naturally? I mean, I've had a [spoiler: rock-bottom] period of my life that lasted only a week or two where I considered becoming trans that faded out (never looked back, I wasn't me at that time), but as long as you were talking about it, it seemed to be more than just an episode. Maybe I'm slightly misinterpreting things, but I think you were talking about it (though you kind of took a defeatist attitude toward it) in the "where denpa @" thread of late September/early October.
>Also, lambda admin allowed this uncomfy misogynistic and homophobic post to stay in /comfy/.
Eh, both the guy who asked the question (if you're still here gimme a pseudonym to call you by plz) and I were talking about how we hated women, and the two completely substanceless replies P6546 made were moved, so I'd say the enforcement is consistent enough.

P6557
>What stopped it though?
For me, I can't say it stopped, but I just got more educated about it, and talking to a trans at another imageboard who slapped some sense on how wrong I am to think how they think.
>Did it just fade out naturally?
It doesn't... I just learnt to think differently to avoid getting stuck in the train of thought. It's retards like P6546, or maybe my mom who often complains about how I'm "feminine" that give the wrong impression that someone sensitive or not "straight male" is a fag or a tranny that made me doubt myself.
All these stupid expectations I have to satisfy to be a "straight male"...

>I've had a [spoiler: rock-bottom] period of my life that lasted only a week or two where I considered becoming trans
Sounds like you had a gender identity crisis...
>"where denpa @" thread of late September/early October
Yeah... :|
I was more unstable back then... still can be...

P6560
>For me, I can't say it stopped, but I just got more educated about it, and talking to a trans at another imageboard who slapped some sense on how wrong I am to think how they think.
>It doesn't... I just learnt to think differently to avoid getting stuck in the train of thought. It's retards like P6546, or maybe my mom who often complains about how I'm "feminine" that give the wrong impression that someone sensitive or not "straight male" is a fag or a tranny that made me doubt myself.
So in other words, you think it's the product of wanting your gender to "fit" your personality, whatever that would mean, because of masculine expectations? This bit in particular makes it sound like you're just repressing it:
>I just learnt to think differently to avoid getting stuck in the train of thought.
But, of course, it would be better if you were right so you wouldn't have to go through the trouble of transitioning if you didn't need to. I just hope this isn't some cope you've cooked up (no offense).
>All these stupid expectations I have to satisfy to be a "straight male"...
Househusband rights are human rights.
>Sounds like you had a gender identity crisis...
As I said, it lasted only a week or two. [spoiler: I probably should've mentioned this to begin with, but] the reason I was considering it was more to feel safer/possibly make my life easier than actual dysphoria (I know this much because I was conscious of this the whole time).
>I was more unstable back then... still can be...
It's ah'ite.

P6562
>you think it's the product of wanting your gender to "fit" your personality
Nope, it's not any product.
OCD is not a thought process that runs on logic, it's a disorder.
It's the fear that my life is a lie, and that I'm not a "straight male" and that I should be who I am. So I start finding things that seem odd like...
>look you're feminine
>look your dad tells you that you're a pussy because you don't get out of the shower naked
>look you played video games as a female character all the time
... and try to justify what I think... that I'm a tranny... is true, but it actually isn't true because I'm not a tranny... but instead of letting go and accepting it, there's this nagging doubt "what if I'm not doing X?"... and get stuck in that thought. Idk if you got this...
It's believing something that actually isn't true, and the more you confront your thoughts, the more it changes form and keeps getting strong... and you never get free unless you let go of it.

>I just hope this isn't some cope you've cooked up (no offense).
Nah, it's not a cope. Like I said, talking to others who actually are trans helped.
Besides, why is it a trouble?
I wouldn't care if I was a tranny, and it's not my fault if my mom or dad or society hates me for being one if I were. If they don't, then I have to live a lie and call it my life.

Would you be glad if you weren't a pedo, and that whatever you feel is just OCD, because it's loaded with stigma?

>I was considering it was more to feel safer/possibly make my life easier than actual dysphoria
... being a woman would make your life safe and easier?
Definitely, women have life on easy mode...

P6555
>No, the guy who asked me the original question lol.
That would be me
P6555
>Alright, let me know how it goes lol.
Sure lole

P6550
>Denpa is a tranny
yeah, a faggot in a wig

P6557
<last week
>admin is a fucking micromanaging control freak who's ruining our new sekrit club because he moved or deleted by substantive post to /trash/
<this week
>and the two completely substanceless replies P6546 made were moved, so I'd say the enforcement is consistent enough.
lol

P6563
>It's the fear that my life is a lie, and that I'm not a "straight male" and that I should be who I am. So I start finding things that seem odd like...
>>look you're feminine
>>look your dad tells you that you're a pussy because you don't get out of the shower naked
>>look you played video games as a female character all the time
>... and try to justify what I think... that I'm a tranny... is true, but it actually isn't true because I'm not a tranny...
That sounds essentially like what I was getting at with "the product of wanting your gender to "fit" your personality." You're associating gender and personality, and if you see things that don't "fit" being male, you're assuming that you're trans female (out of OCD, supposedly).
>but instead of letting go and accepting it, there's this nagging doubt "what if I'm not doing X?"... and get stuck in that thought.
>It's believing something that actually isn't true, and the more you confront your thoughts, the more it changes form and keeps getting strong... and you never get free unless you let go of it.
And that's why it lasted so long?
>Idk if you got this...
Maybe I did, maybe I didn't lol.
>Nah, it's not a cope. Like I said, talking to others who actually are trans helped.
Yeah, I think I get what you were saying a bit more now.
>Besides, why is it a trouble?
If you were to transition without actually being trans, you might end up regretting it, and you would be spending gorillions of dollars that you didn't have and permanently altering your body for nothing. Or:
>I wouldn't care if I was a tranny, and it's not my fault if my mom or dad or society hates me for being one if I were. If they don't, then I have to live a lie and call it my life.
The above wouldn't matter to you?
>Would you be glad if you weren't a pedo, and that whatever you feel is just OCD, because it's loaded with stigma?
Ah, good point...
Well, the (((American))) society around me wouldn't make the distinction. And, I'd still be pissed about the situation with BLs even if I wasn't one, just as I feel for GLs and incestuals in spite of not being either of those things.
>... being a woman would make your life safe and easier?
>Definitely, women have life on easy mode...
Axe wounds.
P6567
>Sure lole
Basado.
P6572
>a faggot in a wig
Not really since he's still only into w*men.

P6618
>if you see things that don't "fit" being male, you're assuming that you're trans female (out of OCD, supposedly)
Yep... it's not just things I see, but others telling me that I do things that aren't "straight male" certified.
>And that's why it lasted so long?
Yep, I think OCD is like hikari.
No matter how much you try to reason with it, it doesn't stop.
Lot of gaslighting and it keeps changing thoughts.
>If you were to transition without actually being trans, you might end up regretting it
>The above wouldn't matter to you?
Yep, glad that unlike in the west, I don't have easy access to hormones and snipping surgeries in here...

>the (((American))) society around me wouldn't make the distinction
Hmm... distinction?
I didn't understand.
>I'd still be pissed about the situation with BLs even if I wasn't one
You think so?
I feel that "normal" people wouldn't give two shits about minorities... unless it personally affects them, or someone they know of.

P6618
>Not really since he's still only into w*men.
that makes him the biggest faggot of them all
real men buttfucks their bros because they know poon is too loose

i'm sexually attracted to hairy men with hairy weiners

P6642
>Yep... it's not just things I see, but others telling me that I do things that aren't "straight male" certified.
In other words, other people making you see those things intensifies it.
>No matter how much you try to reason with it, it doesn't stop.
Half joking [spoiler: (and I'm so sorry)] but, do you think getting that dom /ss/ GF (who'd be glad to have a submissive straight male) would help you accept yourself?
>Hmm... distinction?
In the hypothetical scenario you posed:
>Would you be glad if you weren't a pedo, and that whatever you feel is just OCD, because it's loaded with stigma?
(((American))) society wouldn't make the distinction, if it were known that I felt attraction to boys, the way I'd be treated would be the same, regardless of whether it came from something else or not.
>You think so?
Most likely, since I already give a shit about minorities that have nothing to do with me (incestuals), or only indirectly have something to do with me (GLs).
>I feel that "normal" people wouldn't give two shits about minorities... unless it personally affects them, or someone they know of.
Well yeah, they're normal people.
P6644
>that makes him the biggest faggot of them all
That makes no sense. You're drunk, go home.
P6652
Good to know.

P6672
>do you think getting that dom /ss/ GF (who'd be glad to have a submissive straight male) would help you accept yourself?
... Nope. It's not necessary, and feels degrading to even think about how it'll be.
>Being vulnerable is expecting ourselves to give up decades of false self construction and protection... and face the world naked, and the worst part is it doesn't guarantee happiness and can even tear up badly so that we'd becomes a weak pile of shit mess exposing ourselves to someone who can come along and fuck with our vulnerability...
I feel ok with what I am right now, although I could be infinitely better.

>(((American))) society wouldn't make the distinction
Yeah, society is retarded...
"POCD" is something that's actually recognized by the way. There are probably thousands of men and women out there who are afraid that they might be pedos.

P6677
>I feel ok with what I am right now, although I could be infinitely better.
Ah'ite.
>"POCD" is something that's actually recognized by the way. There are probably thousands of men and women out there who are afraid that they might be pedos.
The hysteria around it probably doesn't help.

tf is a POCD

P6712
>The hysteria around it probably doesn't help.
The hysteria could be the main reason why something called POCD even exists... "Oh shit, what if I'm a pedo!?".
P6724
>tfw is searching what a 4 letter word means

Welcome to LambdaChan!

/watch?v=Rj4Yu9Utdw0

Still here, OP?

P12853
Yeh I'm still repressing

P12996
I've heard that a good way to cure homosexual repression is to suck on a man's cock until he ejaculates.

P13260
that can cure anything