It feels fucking miserable... :[

that means it's working

P10207
It's really scary how silence makes me crazy.

P10208
ever try talking to yourself?

P10209
>yourself
I can't.
I don't have any sense of self [spoiler: or I do, and I actually hate myself so I don't wanna talk with it].

P10210
thats too bad.
there is no you there is only me

THATS NOT FUCKING FUNNY AT ALL! FUCK YOU SPAMMERS!

P10181
you deserve it

P10211
Solipsistic braindamage.
P10212
>y-yeah i-i got him with that o-one!
P10213
L'Oreal.

P10219
Kill yourself tranny. Anyways, here's a selfie of me.
Thoughts?

P10220
My thoughts: You're a fucking loser with a worthless existence.

P10181
oh hey pal how is it going
is it your turn on the denpahell train already?
P10208
just start screaming very loudly and the silence will go away
P10210
>spoiler
then dont talk to yourself
make some imagin- i mean make some tulpas to talk to [spoiler: imaginary friends are for children and faggots] [spoiler: real men have several tulpas in their heads]
but do you hate yourself all the time or just most of the time?
P10220
you look like a high grade gentleman
are you of british descent?

P10253
>is it your turn on the denpahell train already?
But dogtor, I am the denpahell.
Taking out my anger on strangers online btw.
>are you of british descent?
Hapa and a manlet.

P10258
oh yea right
i forgot you are the conductor
so its always your turn
>Taking out my anger on strangers online btw.
isnt that what they are there for?
btw what strangers? only acquainted glags around here

P10262
>isnt that what they are there for?
Yep.
>btw what strangers?
There are some punching bags here.
hikari always ghosts, so even if he isn't replying, you can assume that he has read your messages and punches his balls or something in anger. There's also the retard who posts shitty edits who you can use as a punching bag, and he actually actively responds no matter how much you shit on him. He probably gets sexually aroused like masochist when I do that. Earlier there was a retard who was posting black and white portraits and blaming the shitspammer boogeyman. He's probably the same masochist, but I wanna assume that it's another person so I can use him as a punching bag as well.

All these punching bags for me to shit on... so much fun.

[spoiler: Things going on IRL and I'm constantly going out and walking all over. I'll reply to all your posts later... probably like a week after. Some of the replies you quoted seem like replies to someone else, and I don't know what to quote and reply to.]

P10219
>solipsism
prove that you arent an automaton by providing one original thought that I wouldnt think myself

Is this wonder woman posting bitch denpa?

P10283
I think, therefore I denpa.
P10291
It's not a bitch. It's a witch.

P10267
sounds like fun
i havent felt up to anything for like a day
idk what i wanna do to pass time anymore
>spoiler
i havent done much recently
everything i try to do tires me out
i have been going to bed just to lay down a bit very often throughout the day
maybe im getting sick
i have been wanting to puke again but im pretty sure its just me wanting to hurt myself again
you dont have to reply to anything specific, just whatever you might have something to add
or just completely ignore them idk
P10292
that sort of costume looks fucking weird on 3dpd

>that sort of costume
Never mind the costume, we should ask pantsu the measure the angle of her forehead. Her skull provides natural downforce at high speed, that's how sloped it is.

I could have died happily having never encountered this shitty 3DPD rendition of Scarlet Witch but you had to take that from me

I keep panicking and fucking things up, no matter how much I struggle to control myself, I can't, and its as if someone else is controlling me.
I'm a pain in the ass.

P10977
what happened?

P10977 Keep going