P13133 3rd annual happy birthday thread link reply
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I turn 17 on the 7th but won't be around that day or the days after, so wish me an early happy birthday!!!

New avatar is Dr. Gregory House, btw
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Have a happy birthday!
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Who?
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P13137
Thank you!!
P13138
Lynn :D
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P13133
You're too young to be on here. Fuck off.
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P13140
D:
Maybe next year then
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P13144 link reply
ffs another avatarfag...
and somebody even waqnts to bring this shits to clearnet.
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P13140
>fuck off
yes.
P13149 Tor sucks link reply
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P13133
>I turn 17 on the 7th


Son! using Tor at 17, you must have lots of patience. Tor is as slow as the good olde dial-ups.
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P13142
No. Not even next year. Come back when you're 21.
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Thanks for all the kind words gang, gotta go babysit now
P13156 link reply
I feel like posts below this one will be written by faggots.
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*gay little anime girls
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You still got your key?

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P13169

Of course!

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P13169
doesn't work, attempt 2

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doesn't work, attempt 2


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P13133 holy fuck nice GET
happy birthday, what have you been up to? still blogposting on phi or is that too rulecucked for you?
if you ever need a place to meltdown, feel free to use this ib, its only ever used for that nowadays
P13169
>i-im never doing pgp a-again!
<egirl shows up
>still got your key, my queen?
[spoiler: plz dont me mad >///< im just jealous you are always giving everyone more attention than to me]
P13156
we have a seer here, everyone
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Other pgayp poster is not me. Ugh.



P13174
>happy birthday
Thanks
>what have you been up to?
I started school again...other stuff too, I just melted down over pgayp so I think I'm good for now.
What are you up to?
>plz dont me mad >///< im just jealous you are always giving everyone more attention than to me
I already had his key hes just not giving it out to new people
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P13175
>What are you up to?
just melting down a lot and making a website on my free time, i also run an irc server now
except my meltdowns are public, so feel free to read and jump in [spoiler: if you have the attention span lol]
>I already had his key hes just not giving it out to new people
>new people
>NEW PEOPLE
i have been asking this faggot for his pgp key for probably over a year now
idk what he has against talking to me specifically in private, but im starting to take it personally
at least he is getting good at saying no ig
good for him
[spoiler: picrel is me still holding onto hope he will one day give it to me]
[spoiler: inb4 when he gives me his key he disappears forever and never talks to me again]
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P13179 after thought link reply
this place has been having so much schizospam lately that if denpa hadnt replied to this thread i would have completely ignored it because
* random serious-looking middle-aged white male picture
* long subject
* proper grammar
* redditspace
on the same post triggered my mental spam filter and i assumed it was /pol/ spam so i didnt even bother parsing what was written here and i almost ignored lynn
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P13177
>at least he is getting good at saying no ig
Yep, I'm planning to disappear again... forever.
I'm not giving you any key, lol.

I casually opened yesterday to see Anao exploding so replied to him, but looks like I'll hang around for a while now that Lynn is here.
P13184 link reply
>Yep, I'm planning to disappear again... forever.
sure you are, buddy... sure you are...
>I'm not giving you any key, lol.
no of course not
>I casually opened yesterday to see Anao exploding so replied to him
ig me exploding is so common now that it isnt even noteworthy
oh well
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>The place was fucking dead for the most part since yesterday
No amount of sage can change them.
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So I think I accidently encrypted in multiple times because I wasn't paying attention to what I was doing, fyi

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P13179
>random serious-looking middle-aged white male picture
How dare you call dr house random, he hates randomness in the universe and demands everything make sense.
He is also a cutie :3
P13177
>making a website on my free time
The blog you invited everyone to denpapost at?
>except my meltdowns are public, so feel free to read and jump in
Sure, haven't read much here yet.
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>mfw searched "Gregory House personality disorder"
Oh god...
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P13244
>The blog you invited everyone to denpapost at?
yup, but i ended up using it to schizopost instead
and since nobody wants to coauthor with me, i just use it as a mirror/archive for other ppl stuff instead
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P13244
>Sure, haven't read much here yet.
then buckle up and get ready to spending the rest of week reading my denpaposts
http://lambdaplusjs35padjaiz4jw2fugdoeutse262phqr72uf634s2wdbqd.onion/misc/5478#P5507
http://lambdaplusjs35padjaiz4jw2fugdoeutse262phqr72uf634s2wdbqd.onion/hikki/8849#P8964
http://lambdaplusjs35padjaiz4jw2fugdoeutse262phqr72uf634s2wdbqd.onion/misc/6773#P6782
i think we have talked enough you can probably tell which posts are mine
i think i made a comprehensive list of my meltdowns for shinjifag but i forgot where i posted it
hikari, help? i know you have every post i do and dont do perfectly indexed, so plz post that list for the sake of your queen
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P13255
bait
P13271 link reply
Happy Birthday
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Rn I don't have time to reply to pgp, I might not until I get back.
P13248
Do you search that for every fictional character you encounter?
P13253
Link?
Maybe I'll coauthor, idk yet, things to consider. I quit writing a physical diary, no longer interested so maybe I'll go back to diaryposting online, just to keep myself occupied.
P13255
>then buckle up and get ready to spending the rest of week reading my denpaposts
Oh boy, he gives out homework.

Anyway I leave tomorrow evening to frolic in the wilderness until sunday. Won't be around until then.
P13271
Thank you :D
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P13388
>Do you search that for every fictional character you encounter?
knowing him, i bet he does it for fun
>Link?
http://n4celbknwkn4twryohqzdko3txv7p3s7kgalvdglapd74vg3yrzin6id.onion/
i have wrestled with so much software retardation recently that im currently working on an article about my epic fights, might be done in a couple of hours
>Maybe I'll coauthor
ig it could be good for a start, but idk how well multiple ppl posting on the same personal blog would work
ah what the hell, just create a different section for each one, i can even have different style sheets for different ppl
also i now have a mailbox ppl can use to send me files, so that might make it easier to collab
if can you git, thatd be even better
you dont even need to know html tbh personally i write everything in markdown
i can give you a crash course on it and the few addons i made, its pretty easy
theres this thread dedicated to my site too
http://lambdaplusjs35padjaiz4jw2fugdoeutse262phqr72uf634s2wdbqd.onion/webmastery/11248
>Anyway I leave tomorrow evening to frolic in the wilderness until sunday.
sounds nice
special birthday trip?
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P13401 link reply
>if can you git
brain fart, meant to say
>if you can use git
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P13399
>Do you search that for every fictional character you encounter?
Sometimes.

I've searched for personality disorders in children cartoons as well.
Elsa has BPD. Cinderella hallucinates shit out of her ass like talking animals and fairy godmother.

>i bet he does it for fun
I do it because I'm bored.
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status update for denpa and lrh

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P13569
Fuck...
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lmfao nice
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P13801
Alright.
Got nothing else for now.
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P13806
well i do
the party only stops when you overdose on chocolate cake
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P13818
Too much cake...
P13873 link reply
I'm back
Oh lord
Are any of these for me?
Whats going on?
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P13883 link reply
Nothing, go back, ok, sweetie?
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P13873
Welcome back
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P13873
How was your birthday?
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P13873
try to decrypt them all and find out
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P13935
proof personality trumps looks btw
lucy is super fucking hot, but she gloomy bitches are boring as hell compared to high energy gun nuts
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P13873
You can ignore everything from P13433.

P13936
>proof personality trumps looks btw
It's because Rebecca is a loli.
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P13935
None of them are.
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Sorry I've been taking forever, I returned home and had no drive to talk to any of you, I feel drained, still do.
>Website
I love it. I haven't read much of it yet but I love it and I think thats how I'll end up spending the rest of my morning.
>but idk how well multiple ppl posting on the same personal blog would work
I changed my mind anyways. I don't wanna blogpost about my life publically anymore, at least not now, the idea of it makes me feel really sick for some reason, even though I did it all the time I don't want to anymore, maybe I'll feel different idk. That's why I talk to denpa via pgp and I don't even feel like doing that right now. I could talk about normal stuff like knitting but I realize how entirely pointless that is when no one knows what you're even talking about.
>ah what the hell, just create a different section for each one
Darknet blogspot
>special birthday trip?
Yeah kinda


Idk maybe I will reply to the 2 pgp messages I haven't yet replied to, not now, later. Sorry to keep you waiting lol
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P14003 link reply
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Just read your blog lol, was epic, continue to post more
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P14003
IDK I find it unfunny and unrelatable.
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P14002
>I returned home and had no drive to talk to any of you, I feel drained
spending too much time with family does that to a mf
>I love it.
>Just read your blog lol, was epic, continue to post more
thanks for the input, i will
>I don't wanna blogpost about my life publically anymore, at least not now, the idea of it makes me feel really sick for some reason
yea i feel like that from time to time too
ig its the embarrassment of realizing everybody has a deep view of your mind
i kinda wanna nuke all my threads here sometimes, but then after a while that feeling goes away and i stop caring again
prolly bc i remember that nobody cares, and the ppl who do are nice [spoiler: except for hikari, but he doesnt count]
>That's why I talk to denpa via pgp
just post all your emotional baggage out in the open for everybody to see like a real man, faggot
>I realize how entirely pointless that is when no one knows what you're even talking about.
<flashbacks of me trying to explain the ins and outs of gpg to denpa of all ppl
yea you are right
lets talk about the way to maintain local suckless software instead
git pull all the changes and commit your customizations, or only download every new release and turn your edits into patches?
you do use suckless software on your custom gnu build, right?

P14005
>IDK I find it unfunny and unrelatable.
also thank you for the input, hikari, duly noted [spoiler: and ignored]
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OK so offtopic

P14005
He reminds me of this guy-
https://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/2018/04/18/hairdresser-sentenced-life-deliberately-infecting-men-hiv-tampering/
https://www.theguardian.com/uk-news/2018/apr/18/hairdresser-daryll-rowe-given-life-sentence-for-deliberately-infecting-men-with-hiv

or Romans 1:27-32. Now THAT'S uncanny, even if you're atheist. Is he a time traveler? Suspicious.
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>just post all your emotional baggage out in the open for everybody to see like a real man, faggot
Currently I am in the process of dumping my bf because I hate myself and would rather wither away into nothing
Literally right now
He is melting down trying to figure out why and I can't feel anything despite being in agaony for weeks trying to make this choice
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>this guy-
based chadfag
imagine willingly getting buttblasted and complaining you caught the fagvirus
we need more unhinged faggots willing to be fagtraitors and help kill them off, so maybe we wouldnt have faglords like hikari around

P14110
>dumping my bf because I hate myself
i dont really understand how those are related but ok
is it supposed to fix anything? do you just not want to be happy?
>Literally right now
wow ok i dont usually dump shit on lambda as soon as it happens, i just pretend to, but you do you
>He is melting down
getting emotionally involved with a femoid; not even once.
>I can't feel anything
classic axe wound, dumps her bf and immediately stops caring
fucking hell idk why im so spiteful rn, but whatever im not deleting
thanks for triggering my anxiety that even if i do get a gf she will just dump me at any time for any reason and leave me to pick myself up on my own
>being in agaony for weeks trying to make this choice
what is even your reasoning? do you have any? or did you just get bored of him?
i mean, fair enough ig
also i have been telling you to end this retarded LDR bc its all gake and fay anyway, so good for you
but i wasnt expecting you to just wake up one day and throw him on the garbage bin like an used tampon, at least have some tactic wtf
oh well, cant really say he didnt have it coming tho, imagine dating an emotionally broken girl over the internet lmao get fucked
oh at least you had sex? is that still the same guy? lucky him he managed to score still, but i hope he wasnt a virgin lol thatd only make the break up more painful, i mean, imagine getting deflowered then dumped haha you better put him on suicide watch
nvm i just remembered foids are completely devoid of emotions for those that have outlived their usefulness
anyway thats enough about you, lets talk about me instead
i noticed there is a lot of scorn and misogyny on my tone here and im not sure why that is, most of it just feels gratuitous now that im rereading it
and its not like i hate you in particular, you are alright
spending too much time online has done a real number on my brain ngl
and maybe you didnt post here bc you were expecting bitter replies, but it is what it is, idk if have anything better to say
or maybe you wanted that? i mean, you hate yourself, right? so some good ol' verbal abuse from your fake internet friends is just what you need
if not then idk wait for denpa to reply ig he usually a bit more compassionate when he starts projecting like this
[spoiler: btw i actually know at least half the reason im being to offensive: just to piss hikari even more lmfao that pedofag seethes real hard when im mean to lgs online]
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>fucking hell idk why im so spiteful rn, but whatever im not deleting
...

Don't use Lynn to get back at others...
Also PGP.
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P14114
insane drivel as usual
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P14042
>the idea of it makes me feel really sick for some reason
It's the same for me these days.
Back then when nanoshit was active there were people who actually gave genuine responses, even if some of them were baity and annoying to read.
These days it's quite creepy that people you don't want to talk with would read the things you post just to enjoy watching you suffer, or post something extremely annoying, and some make memes out of it.
Seriously, you're better off keeping things private, or to yourself.
>ig its the embarrassment of realizing everybody has a deep view of your mind
More like there's no point and you wrote stuff in that moment when you're experience intense emotions, that you regret later. Post-post clarity.
>i remember that nobody cares, and the ppl who do are nice
... and there are the ones who like watching you suffer.
>just post all your emotional baggage out in the open for everybody to see like a real man, faggot
There's no point.
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P14121
Maybe you and I can almost agree on something, 14114 is deliberately bad and not worth reading.
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P14124
Sure...

>not worth reading
That's for Lynn to decide though.
Pretty sure she'll reply to it.
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(deliberate or not). Consider it void.
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>Don't use Lynn to get back at others...
that was only half of the reason, the other half of the spite was genuine
although yea fair enough she didnt deserve all that just bc i was projecting my insecurities on her
P14121
>there were people who actually gave genuine responses
yea i actually miss those
which is why i dont denpapost out of the blue anymore, only in response to someone else's post
>Seriously, you're better off keeping things private, or to yourself.
just post them actually anonymously, in a place that doesnt know about you
>Post-post clarity.
yea but tbf most of the times it wasnt immediate
only that last meltdown when even cutting wasnt calming me down anymore i used lambda as a last resort bc the pain was at 10
P14124
maybe we all can agree on something, hikari is seething as usual and shitspammer is winning as usual
P14125
>Pretty sure she'll reply to it.
yea bc i pushed a lot of buttons there
master manipulator strikes again
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P14110
Sounds painful. Sorry you are going through this.
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>yea bc i pushed a lot of buttons there
Nah, because she actually replies to pretty much everything.

>master manipulator
YOU CAN'T MAKE ME DO SHIT!!!
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>i dont really understand how those are related but ok
You'd have to understand more over arching relationship problemos I caused which I don't want to explain but basically I am just a bad person
>wow ok i dont usually dump shit on lambda as soon as it happens, i just pretend to, but you do you
Whenever I am fighting with my bf I always do something else at the same time, idk why to numb and distract I guess
>thanks for triggering my anxiety
Men are manipulative AF
My bf said to me once when he was doing bad that if I ever wanted to leave him i should just do it and not worry about him and that he was worried I was only with him because I was afraid of what he'd do if I left.
Wasn't ever the case btw.
I leave him now and he used every guilt trip in the book.
I said "I'm not a charity", because I'm fucking not, pity does not work on me. I never understood pity dating it just didnt click in my head.
Guilt will drive me to dump someone but not to stay with them LOL
>that even if i do get a gf she will just dump me at any time for any reason and leave me to pick myself up on my own
Its called girlbossing
>what is even your reasoning? do you have any? or did you just get bored of him?
I hate myself I am a bad person
Not bored of him I still love him very much, a minute ago I was in a lot of pain but now I am coping again by belittling the situation with humorous remarks and blocking it out.
>oh at least you had sex? is that still the same guy?
Yeah we were together for 11 months
>lucky him he managed to score still, but i hope he wasnt a virgin lol thatd only make the break up more painful, i mean, imagine getting deflowered then dumped haha you better put him on suicide watch
No he wasn't a virgin he was with 3 other girls before me (he is 23)
>nvm i just remembered foids are completely devoid of emotions for those that have outlived their usefulness
Again, girlbossing
>i noticed there is a lot of scorn and misogyny on my tone here and im not sure why that is, most of it just feels gratuitous now that im rereading it
Skimming it I originally thought it was ironic but then I read it and connected it with the other posts itt..
Idc
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I actually wasn't even gonna read it but I didn't wanna damage my reputation as the epic bait grabber
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Btw denpa this is from me sorry
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I CAN UNDO THIS RN I am in pain should I come crawling back?
I will do a yes or no random thingy or.someone else decide for me
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Ok Ok Ok I think I want to come crawling back, how should I go about it?
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OK GUYS THE RANDOM SPINNER SAID YES
HOW DO I DO THIS
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lel now this is my kind of meltdown
i was like this just uhhh yesterday? or was it 2 days ago? foggy memories
>I hate myself I am a bad person
>I was in a lot of pain but now I am coping again by belittling the situation with humorous remarks and blocking it out.
and also just my kind of emotional damage
>doing random stuff in search from signs from the universe
lmao its like seeing myself meltdown in 3rd person

anyway dont come back, girlbosses make their slaves beg for their attention
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P14161
Lynn, calm down.
Sleep on it, and think about it properly before making a decision.

I'll give a proper reply soon.
Good night.
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P14162
shut up for once
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as usual here comes he firedenpa to put out fires on the meltdown threads
wee woo wee woo wee woo wee woo
but yea lynn you should go to sleep
im tired af too and its best if the drama is put on hold while i take a nap bc i prefer to appreciate these things in real time
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>drama
>appreciate
absolute cancer
P14175 link reply
Haha guys its all good
We already had makeup esex and everything
I feel better
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P14166
Yep... these meltdown threads need to end.
Maybe I'm the one enabling them, lol.
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jeffie


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denpa


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P14246
Lol, looks like JB is going to get what you wrote for me.
Wrong key.
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ugh sorry


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P14176

Idk if this is the right key

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P14248
Wakarimashita.
Dewa, gokigenyou.
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P14249
Nope. This one is: P14248
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P14251
That one wasn't for you
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P14247
nope, wrong key for me too
wtf is going on?
actually, im not even sure if i ever gave her my key


same i gave denpa on P13293

ah wait
>OpenPGP.js
>.js
that explains a lot
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P14295
You sure you didn't have another key a while ago? 2 months ago?
Ik the problem with Denpa is that I used what I thought was your key on accident. Ugh I don't think I have my message for you saved.
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P14313
>You sure you didn't have another key a while ago?
oh shit yea thats right lol, i forgot about that
it worked
>Ugh I don't think I have my message for you saved.
imagine not encrypting the message for both the recipient and yourself
i hoped youd have learned after that time you kicked out me of a convo bc you forgot to encrypt a message for me that you also didnt save
so im only accepting half the blame for this blunder

i was about to go work on some shit on my server, but oopsie daisy would you look at the clock, its oversharing time
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P14388
That's a really long message. What does it say?
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P14390
That one is to shitspammer, right?
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P14390
Decrypt it and find out
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P14392
Post the private key then
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P14393
Youd have it if you were the intended recipient.
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P14394
But what does it say?
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P14395
it says the results of the next election, the true identity of the anti christ, and a very detailed plan to break into area 51 to find out whats in there (thats why its so long)
later ill reply with the exact date of the end of the world, the current whereabouts of hitler (yea he isnt really dead), and whats inside area 51 (im going there rn to find out) so depending on whats in there the post might be even bigger
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you aren't funny
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>we need more unhinged faggots willing to be fagtraitors and help kill them off
Said the unhinged faggot. LOL, so is this fake or is that fake? Or are both real and schizo finally understood he ought to kill himself?
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that's offtopic though
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Sorry I havent replied yet Jeff
I was at my grandmas this weekend because she had surgery
I'll reply tonight or tomorrow, not now though I'm wired and feeling like shit because I had caffiene and am reacting badly.
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>I'm wired
yes we all are
P14794 Low Key Loki link reply
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P14767
> Sorry I havent replied yet Jeff
[spoiler: jeffy iz dat u?]
> https://i2p.rocks/blog/
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P14767
its fine
btw did you read P13427?
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lol @ the schizo being jealous as fuck
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P14794
apparently they share the same name
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P14878
lmao yea he has been getting more and more desperate bc nobody gives him the attention he craves so much
he must think im like denpa, but i actually enjoy ignoring him and watching him seethe and suffer
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P14907
Now that's projection.
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P14908
how many files do you have in your folder full of screenshot of posts you think are mine?
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P14940
Do you claim it's not yours? No you don't.
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What happened to the "ignoring" btw?
P14946 link reply
And is it yours? Yes it is.
Maybe it's missing context? P8842
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so at least 1000? damn bro that's crazy
good thing they are all cropped jpegs, right? so they wont clog your disk too much
anyway do you mind posting the ids of all my posts? i wanna archive them but im too lazy to look for them myself lol
or just dump a .tar.xz of your collection, thatd work too, but i prefer the ids bc txt > pic
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P14767
Caffeine doesn't agree with me either.
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P14002
> I could talk about normal stuff like knitting but I realize how entirely pointless that is when no one knows what you're even talking about.
Not really, it’s not pointless, it’s interesting, and easy to understand.
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(Or whatever, but I like it)
P16305 link reply
the simp is desperate for attention from m'lady
P16309 link reply
wrong. most people are nothing remotely like you.
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simpkari mad
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I know nothing about knitting but it's interesting to learn new things.
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P16321
Learn to make rugs anon:
https://invidious.sethforprivacy.com/watch?v=9_BhUVHZaYM

[spoiler: we know you are a Rug Muncher so its only suitable]
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P14110
Breaking up with him is the right choice
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Hi lol sorry for bailing a month ago I am doing better now though
Should I continue pgp chat from a month ago and reply or no?
P16540
We havent been fighting very much anymore except for once a few days ago, i think our last big fight before that was october 22 so its been much better
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>I am doing better now
<back at this god-forsaken place
i sincerely doubt it
>Should I continue pgp chat from a month ago and reply or no?
sure
there is something i wanna discuss with you
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P17207
Mega 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄 at all’o’that
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>there is something i wanna discuss with you
...
Message me first about this topic. I'm more interested in that now because of the mystery
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P17236 meant for P17233
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>Should I continue pgp chat from a month ago and reply or no?
Nah it is stale
P17265 link reply
Maybe you noticed after a month it kinda makes a mockery out of the entire idea and purpose of PGP when you are confiding in certain categories of people.
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Stop taking these substances if you're on them.
https://ssristories.org/ssris/
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Happy Thanksgiving (a day late)
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https://paste.systemli.org/?3acd7c2a24c72df3#7ZsYNsQXcGQPLED8ghG2BsJP1GVf54BB3Htx5UWuAq1A / http://5b6kg6vyo4uk2w7y6eibyuhvpoxnkyaxkjqo72pomcbgbqfmenas3eqd.onion/?3acd7c2a24c72df3#7ZsYNsQXcGQPLED8ghG2BsJP1GVf54BB3Htx5UWuAq1A
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ur mom
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lynnyrhirst:matrix.org for anyone who wants contact
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>matrix.org
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>matrix.org
Isn't that a peod honeypot?
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>not using matrix.horse
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[spoiler: saucepan]

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P40710 RIP the fun
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P40711 RIP really is RIP
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WHY FAGMIN!!!!??? WHY???? I thought we were best friends!!!
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Now my PGP signature is no longer valid on Lambda!!!
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I dont have your key anymore, post it so I can tell you
I am not mad its nothing to do with you
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