back after spending a whole day cooming
failed nofap after 25 days
current mood: never wanna see a woman in front of me ever again
its kinda weird that literally yesterday i was totally interested in getting more and more female attention, but rn id probably high kick them in the face if one tried to talk to me
its no fucking wonder there is no objective truth, everything depends on how you are feeling
i can go from thinking im a wretch that should stay away from others, to wanting to be around others all the time, to wanting to left alone based on nothing but my mood
and which one should i do? idk rn i feel like being alone
i busted 4 nuts today, wow its like i instantly went back to being a coomer
addiction reset my ass
maybe it would actually take a full month for that, but i couldnt even get to the bare minimum of 28 to be considered a month lol what a disappointment
anyway after beating it the first time i went straight to sleep because i felt extremely tired
now i understand where the idea of sexual vital energy and legends like succubus come from
i didnt feel this before probably because i was already used to being in a constant post-orgasm state, but fucking hell i really feel like a demon sucked half of my life energy
i really need to find something to do on weekends srsly
i should probably go on another scavenge hunt and download a bunch of games to play during weekends bc browsing ibs was a mistake
or idk start a cool project, when i start a good one i sometimes even forget to eat
but eh im so out of ideas lately
maybe i could try gamedev but eehhhhhh idk idk its requires so many different skills like drawing, composing
ig i could just rip off what i cant do myself
meh im out of inspiration for things to do
maybe i could invite ppl to go out, but i already talk about how idk how to do that
also i dont have a cellphone
anyway here are a few notes for next month:
>dont browse ibs at all (this one is alright, ppl hardly post porn)
>write a todo list of stuff i need to get done so i have something to do on weekends other than mindlessly browsing the web
>actually, plan my weekends ahead of time
good thing ill be extra busy next month so it will be easier not to coom during the week, but weekends are still a problem
maybe i should explore the city and see if i can find something next weekend
dance classes would be pretty cool tbh
i could also create an irc so my fellow glags can keep me company, i think its loneliness more than anything that brings me down
i have one configured already, just need to make it go live
alternatively i can get my razor and make a nasty cut on my cock so it cant get hard without hurting a lot idk lmao thats so crazy it might actually work
oh yea and my deathgrip was overkill for how sensitive my penis was after so long
id probably not have lasted 5 seconds with that, so i loosened the grip to last longer
so i ended up edging for 3 hours lol
well it was fun in the moment but it sucks that i lost my superpowers for such a fleeting pleasure smh
also its weird how i forgot that 2d>3d, i mean, regular 3dpd porn was fine, but they really cant ever compete with 2d perfection
like i really dont understand why women even bother with that anymore, they are completely obsolete in that regard
3d pigs are so disgusting that i really think that fapping to them instead of cute 2d girls is what should be considered a paraphilia
i mean, the human body is objectively disgusting
god was out of his mind when he thought making the genitals very close to the shithole and adding a bunch of hair to it was a good idea
really makes me question the whole "intelligent design" thing
animegirl are fine since they dont poop nor pee nor do anything that is remotely gross like burping
except when the burp is cute
uh yea im probably not feel so bad about it as i should
maybe im just optimistic that next month will be better
buuuuut with the no fap september i kinda wanna skip it so i dont feel like a retard falling for a meme
whatever, its not like im doing it just for the meme
/blogpost
oh uh my saint patron lux myth is probably disappointed in me, ill be sure to pray for his forgiveness tonight before bed

dodgy

P7991
>Sorry,
you are forgiven
now lurk more
P8550
>contributing to the www required technical proficiencies and insider knowledge which all but precluded bitching normalniggers from access
yea nothing better than an exclusive club only autismos are allowed to join
>It was because of their jealous, lustful, ignorant stupidity that the www was taken from a place of meritocracy and intelligence to high school never ends.
>ignorant stupidity
well said
i think nerds thought that showing off their leet h4xx0r skillz to girls by building place for normies to socialize [spoiler: cof zucc cof] would help them score, but nobody told them that open signs of autism makes any girl dry up immediately, so they sacrificed their holy land for naught.
>All the creativity and autism spent was wasted.
i dont think thats exactly true, usenet still exists and the wild west culture that permeated personal website of the 90s is still alive in a way
obviously everything changed with time, but that's natural, if normies hadnt overrun cyberspace everything would still have chanced in some way, probably for the better, but still
>Even we who were underage contributed what we could
yea i think i used to make more useful contributions to online communities back in my teens, probably due to having waaaaay too much free time
>But the fun of boys' club can never compete with the temporary hormonal mania of wanting to coom in a wet hole.
the highest cognitive functions lay on the foundation of the lowest carnal desires, that's just how humans work
intellectual cope in all sorts of ways to explain that they are above carnal desire or whatever, but one way or another they are still using their intellect to deal with carnal desires, be it lust for sex or fear of death
its funny how immortality projects are the favorite endeavour of the elite, when they are nothing more than a manifestation of the primal fear of death and oblivion
>We should have cut off the cancer completely, whatever the cost.
just like regular cancer is born from the regular functions of the body and natural selection, internet cancer is born from the way human psychology works and the only way to stop it from metastasising would be to violate some fundamental law of nature
for example, i am fairly sure that if a sure treatment for cancer is ever found, it will need to be done regularly because new tumors will inevitably keep growing
so cutting off the cancer by it self wont solve anything since new cancer will always grow again
>In your next life, please try to avoid the internet because it makes you stupid.
no need to tell me
ill be sure to reincarnate as a wild apple tree

but he is so cute
dont hate the zucc

P7655
Instead of nofap maybe you could do it in the evenings when you want to be tired.

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I am having an orgasm now

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I've been trying unsuccessfully for two days